Sigh....

My Life is craps.. sometime i really wonder if my friends really want to be my friends. or are they just feeling pityful for me. or just want to use me.. i really hate them most of the time..
My Love Life is a disaster. when i love the girl, she don't love me. when i finally got over her, she falls in love with me.
i really don't understand why. all the girls i love don't love me, they love another guy.
My Only wish is to get caring and loyal friends. caring and kind hearted girlfriend.
is that really too much? am i being greedy just by asking for these two things?
why must god torture me so mercilessly.
I never get a true friend. only friend who want to use me. and make fun of me.
I never get a Caring Girlfriend. only girls who hates and despise me.
-Hate My Life-
-Hate My Friends-
-Hate fate for letting me met you-